بانتظار ما لا يمكن..! * والحديث ذو ظنون

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الغيبُ .. أيُّ الغيبِ
هذا الغامض الآتي ..
أيعرفني؟
وهل قابلتُه يوما ببابِ العمرِ
هل يخفي المزيد من التململ والمضيّ إلى الفناء بلا دليلْ ..1
يأتي ولا يأتي ..
أنا ما شأن أيامي مؤجّلة إليه ..
وبين أسمائي الخطيئة والتعوّد والهروب المستحيلْ ..!
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تكاد تعود إلي كل ليلة بعد أن تفرغ من عمرك لتسألني سؤالا واحدا لا ينتهي ولا يمل ولا يتكرر .. ما جدواك بي وما جدواي بك ..!
أعرف أنك أكثر مني قدرة على الاختباء في عيون الحقيقة ..
لكنني فضيحتك فيها دائماً..
أعرف أنك أكثر مني قدرة على نسيان ذاكرتك ..
لكنني ذاكرة كلامك عنها...!
أعرف أنك أكثر قدرة مني على أن تحيا كأنك لا تموت.. وتموت كل يوم لتحيا...
لكنني بعدك سأبقى فتاة غاوية ولن يعني موتَك عشاقي أبدا..!
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قالت ..
ولم يبقَ لأغنيتي سواك ...
إن شئتَ خذني للتفسّح في حنينك
واحتمل صمتي إذا ثرثرتُ .. واتركني هناكْ ..
تعِبَ الخيالُ من العبور على رخام الحلم .. نحو سريري المنذور للذكرى
وما تعِبَت خطاكْ
إن شئتَ خذني
للغواية
للهداية
للبداية
للنهاية .. واحتملني في مداكْ ...!
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لستُ إلا ما تقوله صامتًا فاكتبني ...
أعرفُ أن الكتابة أحذرُ من القول .. تمامًا كما أن القول أقدرُ على الصدق منها ..!
لهذا اكتبني في تجاعيد صبرك .. في خطوط الكف الكثيفة في ذكرياتك .. في ظلّك تعويذتك المكررة
وقلني في منابر هواجسك .. في حديثك لابنكَ حين تحذّره من أن يشبهك لأن الذين يتشابهون يموتون معا
لزوجتكَ حين تقصّ عليك عمرها الذي أفنته دون أن تكتبه لها ...
وحين تنتظر مني ما لا يمكن ..
ستدرك أنك تستطيع كل ما تحب .. لكنك لا تحب كل ما تستطيع ..!
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